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So anyone that truly knows me knows that I have an unexplainable fear of non-normal looking eyes i.e. black eyes, completely crusted over eyes (Simpsons episode did that one to me) etc. or things happening to eyes like... needles going into eyes and other things. I bring this fear up because as I was just doodling at the front desk this afternoon I started drawing something that I forgot I use to draw constantly when I was growing up... it stopped about the time I met Ben (no clue why) but I started thinking and trying to figure out why I would draw things like this...

so I found out yesterday that I have 3 weeks to finish the baby blanket for my cousin's new baby.  He isn't due until September but they are doing the baby shower on the 22 of June!!!  I have to finish up the last green square and then make 2 more blue squares then embroider the C on to the center square and whip-stitch it all together... did I mention that I have no idea how to do the last two things!!!  Oh and I have to get it washed so it is all nice and clean for the baby.  I'm feeling a little stressed luckily I got 3 squares done this weekend while relaxing up at the cabin so that is good.  Anyways I guess for the next 3 weeks I'm going to be knitting and trying to figure out how to embroider the C on the blanket and then learn to whip-stitch.  

Anyways besides that I had a good weekend up at the cabin... Jo, Bruce and James ended up coming up also... Harvey had a blast up there exploring and playing (he was spoiled) Squeaker ended up hiding most of the time... she was pissed that we brought Harvey along.  When she did finally come out she was played with alot which made her happy.  We got home Monday right as the rain storm hit.  The cats slept for the rest of the night... they got tuckered out.  So yeah that was my weekend. 

Meet Harvey TwoFace Ulmen!!!  



Yes Ben named him.  He has one blue eye and one green eye he's a real cutie.   Squeaker is not too happy with us right now.

So I met with an academic adviser today at BSU and have been reinstated!!!  I can now register for classes.  Now I just need to find time to take classes.  The guy I met with was interesting... he is name is Gaylord Walls and on all his books it says The Lord's.  I thought that was kind of funny.  He's pretty cool... unfortunately he is retiring in June so I will have to get a new adviser then but oh well.  I'm just happy that I can go back to school.  I will make this work this time and I will get my degree!!!

So I finally took a somewhat not so hideous picture of myself with my new hairstyle. 
I took the picture while waiting for the doctor to show.  Can you tell I'm bored. : )

their favorite colors are Green, Blue, Purple and Blue again.  Now I must decide what two shades of blue to use... and then to figure out how to make it look like it's not dominated by blue (which it will be) incase they have a girl.  Hmmmm... any ideas people?  
It is more then likely going to end up looking like the example... but with 4 colors... which might make it trickier... since it might have to be 12 squares instead of 9. 

So after considering the advice from

write_as_raynne

eveoferin

idahoasian

AWESOME!!!


That is all.

my husband can't answer what is more important to him... our marriage or theater?  It's really making me depressed that he can't answer that question... he doesn't even try to... he just apologizes and leaves the room.  He has told me theater is who he is but why can't I be a part of that... shouldn't our marriage be more important.  He won't apply for certain jobs because it possibly could interfer with theater... when we can't afford to buy food and are living off whatever we can find.  I just don't know what to do anymore. 

So things are better now with the person who was saying mean things about me on their live journal.  She apologized and deleted her site... which I didn't ask her to do but she chose to so that no one else can read what she said.  I am doing better still a little hurt but oh well what you gonna do.  

Other then that things with me are better I have a kick ass job at MWI as a Receptionist.  I get to work 10-7 so I will take classes in the morning which is good because most of the classes I need to get my General Business Degree are offered in the morning. 

Anyways hope all is well with all of you people and thanks for the support during my depression period!  Love you all.

I found out last night if you ever want to know what friends really think of you and the nicknames they give you behind your back read their livejournal entries from before they added you as a friend.  It is kinda depressing.  Makes you wonder how they feel about you now.  Do I just ask them or do I just keep thinking the feel the same way now as they did back then?  What do you think?